Wishing

I wish endings weren’t so heart breaking.

I wish beginnings weren’t so frightening.

I wish truth was easy to come by.

I wish loving somebody didn’t come with the possibility of loss & devastation.

I wish smiling didn’t hurt so much lately.

I wish I could see the bigger picture.

I wish aching didn’t over power me every time the numbness wears off.

I wish every song, movie, street, smell, joke, tear, night, didn’t remind me.

I wish this were all just a nightmare.

I wish life were simple.

I wish my heart wasn’t so innocent.

I wish I never believed.

I wish tomorrow begins with hope.

I wish that wishing made things so.

I wish Bree never ever feels an ounce of heartbreak.

I wish her life gives truth to the fairy tales.

I wish I could understand why.

I wish …………….