Grass + Aubrey = Funny

Aubrey is so funny!! As soon as our grass started turning green, I tried to let her stand up & walk around in it. Well, she didn't like that plan! Hahahaha!! So, when my mom & brother were over for the holiday weekend....... we showed them Miss Bree's reaction to grass! Matt taped it for us while we all laughed! :-)

Happy 11 month Birthday to my beautiful little girl!!!!!!!! (long post)

Aubrey,
Mommy just can not believe that you are nearly 1 year old! It is so difficult for me to believe that this time last YEAR, I was running around trying to prepare everything for your most anticipated arrival. Although, you weren't due until July 4th, I turned into the most hyperactive "nester" at the beginning of June. I guess it was a good thing, my love, because you were 15 days early!
Sweet girl, every day you grow & change..... and simply amaze me. Someone once told me that I, as your mother, am here to protect & provide for you, and that you were here to teach me. I believe that is true. You teach me..... you teach us all...... what can not be written in a book, learned in a class room, or measured by any testing. You teach me unconditional, unrelenting, forever growing love. You remind me of the simple glory and utter excitement in the smallest of life's daily happenings. I see the wonderment in your eyes when you clap for yourself, when you lose yourself in laughter at the doggies being silly, and when you taste & see things for the first time. You, my littlest teacher, are God's most glorious work, and Mommy & Daddy's most treasured blessing.
I love you my baby girl.... to the stars, moon, and back again.

You have learned SOOO MUCH this past month. I almost feel badly that I didn't make a separate post for each of the new things you have done. :( Here is what you are doing these days:
- Saying Mommmma Mommma Momma so much now!!! (I love it..... even when you are screaming it! Haha)
- You have also said what seems like Dadda a few times too!
- You have turned into a super star crawler. And by that I mean, you are fast as lightening!!
- You still love to walk with mommy holding your hands, or by holding on to anything around you.
- You continue to take 1-3 steps alone every once in a while.
- Lately, you are getting more brave & are letting go of things & just standing on your own. You have even stood up all by yourself & then stood there and clapped for yourself.
-OH, and you learned to clap this month! It is soo cute! You even seem to know when to clap!!
- You still take a bath every night with mommy, and unfortunately you are still not sleeping through the night most nights.
-Mommy has gotten into the worst habbit of actually just sleeping with you in the guest room. So, mommy & daddy are researching video monitors..... in the hopes of getting you back to your own little bed.
- You love your doggies, and often give them open mouth kisses. (Mommy trys not to imagine the germ factor!) They love you too, and always want to kiss you or check on you....... and they especially love sitting close to you when your in your high chair eatting! ;-)
- You are still very much a pacifier baby! You LOVE your pacifiers, but Mommy is gradually trying to only let you have time when you are upset or going to sleep.
- Your hair is really starting to come in now, and it is just beautiful! There are some days that I see hints of strawberry blonde and other days you just look really blonde. You also have a bunch of curls poping up in the back. SO, so cute!!
- You have started getting a little ........hmmmm, let's say firey. Somedays, I definately think we have already hit toddler hood! Let's just say, at this point anytime Mommy says "OUCH," you laugh at me. :(
- You got your final big girl car seat this month, and you are so much more comfortable. I look back at you sometimes, & you are just streched out & passed out!
- You share anything you have. You share your toys with others, your pacifer with mommy, and your food with the doggies. You really do have a giving heart!

Here are some pictures of you at your 11 month Photo Shoot:

"Gratitude can turn a meal into a feast, a house into a home, a stranger into a friend. It makes sense of our past, brings peace for today, and creates a vision for tomorrow." -Melody Beattie

Bree, I am so grateful for you my love!

Springtime, Gardening, and Photos......

..................what could be better!?!



I'm not the best at gardening, but I do love planting flowers, bulbs,...... and trees. Honestly, I have absolutely no idea what I'm doing. I just tend to pick out things that I think are pretty & try them out. A couple of years ago, I planted tons of bulbs all around our house, and I am always surprised every season at what comes up. It's kind of fun. I also convinced Nick maybe three or four years ago, that we needed a peach tree. This is the 3 year it has produced edible peaches! It's so neat, because in the mornings lately, Bree & I will just walk outside and pick our peach for breakfast! And they are so sweet & yummy too!!

This weekend, Nick was doing some yard work, and Bree and I decided to join him. We really weren't much help...... more or less I saw it as a great opportunity to spend some more time with Daddy...... as well as have a fun photo shoot! I found this awesome watering can a few weeks back, and I couldn't wait to show Bree & let her play with it. She seemed to have fun sticking her little hand and mouth (haha) in the water ...wherever it came out!



Here a some..... excessive photos of our flowers, peaches, and the beautiful Miss Bree!!

My 1st Mother's Day

Nick was Lubbock, helping his brother celebrate his wonderful achievement of graduating from Law school. He made his way back to dallas mid-afternoon. So, Bree & I had the morning all to ourselves. She even laid back down again, and let her momma get a little extra sleep! Woot!! Then, we met my mom & brother for a late brunch. After our tummies were all full, we headed back to my house for some mother's day gifts & family time. My mom made me some beautiful pictures of Bree & I that we will be hanging up in her room. Nick got me a "day at the spa" gift card..... which sounds amazing! And all & all ....it was just simply a wonderful mother's day!!

I know... yuck.... but I used a bunch of sanitizing wipes

on this table before Bree got her little hands on it! It was fun times!!

Walking off our brunch with Uncle Matt

My love...

Loving Motherhood....

Three generations!!! (Don't mind me mid-blink) :)

Writings from my journal.........

Today, I sit & reflect.

I sit here & realize that Mother's day (for me at least)

isn't truly a day to celebrate me, but a day to celebrate the fact that I am a mother.

A mother to the most glorious child I have ever met.

A day to bask in the bliss that being a mother has brought me.

Mother's day is a celebration of the pure wonderment found in being a mother.

A day to praise all the other mothers & women in my life, who have helped teach me how to be a mother.

Today is not only my first mother's day, but my first mother's day without my grandmother, my nanny. That still stings.

I wish so much that Aubrey could have had some memories with her amazing great-grandmother.

It's strange to me, to be stepping up to motherhood & the celebration of motherhood, without a grandmother.

Although, I have gratitude in my heart & in my being for not just my grandmother but my mother, as well. I was fortunate enough to be surrounded by beautiful, strong, loving, and supportive women all my life. I knew my granny (great-grandmother), my nanny, and my mom all loved & cherished me. They each have helped me become the mother that I am, and I celebrate them!

I sit here & cherish my mother, my daughter, all the women that I love in my life .... both present & not, and the love that flows from the beyond. Today & everyday...... I am grateful for the gift of motherhood.

Congratulations Uncle Matt Sapp!!

Uncle Matt S. graduated from Law School today!! Way to go Uncle Matty, we are so proud of you!! Good luck next year in Houston to you & Morgan, and try to hurry back to DFW!! :)

Bree & I are sorry we weren't there to help celebrate, but we hope to see you soon!

(Sorry Matt........ All I could find was a picture of Aunt Morgan!)

Investing in my beliefs......

I've seen that Sarah Mclachlan TV commercial for the ASPCA about a dozen times. I cry every time. Today, I saw it for the last time. I logged on to the web site & committed to a monthly donation. You can pick your amount, and even if it's $5 a month. Can you think of a better way to spend a couple bucks a month than helping animals?? I can't. I love animals sooo much, and I am absolutely heart sick about the amount of animals that are abused, neglected, and killed every day here in our country.

If you are interested, I'd encourage you to give whatever you can. Abuse, neglect, and death, can only begin to change for these precious animals with our awareness & help.

Here is the web site, if you are interested.
http://www.myaspca.org/

Here is the video that will always make me cry.



Don't close your eyes to what is happening....... please help if you can.

Good Bye Oldie..... Hello Moo Moo

Today I had Miss Bree's big girl car seat installed! I was kind of excited for her to get in her new car seat (with the cool animal print). Her big girl car seat sets up higher, & I think she might enjoy being able to see out a little better. Although, I'm going by the rules & still doing the rear facing position. Some people say you can go by weight, but I've read to go by age rather than weight for safety purposes. As soon as she hits 1 year, we will be flipping that car seat right around! I can't wait to look back & see her beautiful little face! :)

Anyway, it was also kind of sad. :( I brought her home in this car seat from the hospital, and to think that this was the last day she would ever be little enough to ride in it was kind of sad. I know, I'm probably just being ridiculous..... but nevertheless, I was a tiny bit sad when I set her old baby car seat in the garage this afternoon.

(Side note: By the way, you can have the local police department install car seats at no charge. I did this with her first car seat & now with her new one. It's pretty cool, because not only do they install it perfectly.... they will show you what to do with out you having to sift through all those instructions. I like that part! Ha! Officer Nick Saraceni of the Frisco PD off of Stonebrook Parkway # 972-292-6136, is incharge of the whole car seat safety stuff. He has worked with me both times & done a great job.)

Getting in our old car seat one last time......

"Where are we off to now Momma?..." :)

Gotta get in one last nap on the way to the Police Station....

WooHooo...... check out my new ride.....

And..... My first nap in the Moo Moo mobile.....